Well... I have successfully completed my first week back at work. It wasn't easy... I didn't do a full 40 hrs, but I am thankful for my student being so efficient and patient with me. I have been so blessed to have a workplace that is supportive, not only through easing me back into working, but also through prayer. I truly cannot imagine being at any other place.
Emotionally I have been.... frustrated. Frustrated at the situation, frustrated at the timing, and frustrated at the waiting. I hate this feeling of waiting on seeing if this is going to be the fix or not. I hate not knowing if my brain is keeping up or not. That is the weird thing... with a heart attack you feel the pain, you have some warning... with the brain, there is no "feeling" before the loss of function.
I guess the Lord is teaching me patience.
Love hearing what the Lord is teaching you! He is so good! Praying for you friend.
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